寂寞開在心事旁
ju mo kai zai xin shi pang
隨手種一些傷感
shui shou zhong yi xie shang gan
不讓星星來窺探
bu rang xing xing lai gui tan
找個沉默的夜晚
zhao ge chen mo de ye wan

找個沉默的夜晚
zhao ge chen mo de ye wan
不讓星星來窺探
bu rang xing xing lai gui tan
隨手種一些傷感
shui shou zhong yi xie shang gan
寂寞開在心事旁
ju mo kai zai xin shi pang

我的關懷方式是你無法察覺的悲涼
wo de guan huai fang shi shi ni wu fa cha jue de bei liang
只能在你不經意時才鎖上我心房
zhi neng zai ni bu jing yi shi cai shuo shang wo xin fang
你往常的親切友善 是我今生的遺憾
ni wang chang de qing qie you shan shi wo jing sheng de yi han
受傷後無悔的埋在不流露的臉上
shou shang hou wu hui de mai zai bu liu lu de yan guang

WAY OF CARING

Loneliness, I place next to my heart
Plant a little sadness over it
Even the stars will not get to spy on it
A dark silent night I seek

A dark silent night I seek
Even the stars will not get to spy on it
Plant a little sadness over it
Loneliness is next to my heart

My way of caring is concealed
in cold sadness you cannot sense
Only when you are not knowing
it gets locked into my heart
Your endless warm concern and friendliness
is my helpless regret in this life
When hurt, my pain I bury with no regret,
it will not show on my face

Saturday, August 25, 2007 ♥

Haiz.. math! CMI d la..
so many things happened..
today me , sherwin,bock leng , sheng gan ,wei jin ,jason met jefferey at GWC!
7pm..
Hanged ard till 8..Went Spize and ate cheese prata...

Along came lau puo =]..
pei her eat yoshi..and pei her home!..

then all of those i mentioned went to my house.. they were playing poker cards..
wif chips!!
1 chips cost 5 push ups!! dam dam dam..!!
LUCKY me.. i lost and lost..
end up wif a reward of 130 push ups!
yeahs!!!

DamDAmDAm....

Slp early plz!! slp late not gd for health!!! no need entertain ppl de..!! lol..


After 130 push ups.. i died.. lost within myself..
it was black.. totally dark!! lol..

they went home..
can slp le.. tmr must meet laupuo..
promised to pei her eat and play pool...
puo.. i know i always make u angry.. but try not to angry me so much ok??
i know i always go out late.. but i will try not to do so anymore..

Though i have bluff u afew times d..
So Sorry..

Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥

haiz. . die d la!!!
woke up at 5.xx pm today..
went to "study" wif bock leng and zen..
suppose to study but we fba ++ my girlfriend came to take something from me
...
oh.. no need study d! .
went home at 8 plus! lol!..
not even 1 hour..
they went pool..
i didnt followed, too sianz..
his house no direct bus la.. kns...


Haiz..
Nvm! Lets Fail!!
Math..
Screw math..
Fuck math..
Eat math..
Die math!

就是开不了口让她知道 ..LOL! downloaded this song..
i found out i didnt have! lol..

Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥

Went to watch dead silent last night at 210!!..
OMG! HORROR MOVIE AT MIDNIGHT!..
went home ard 4 plus..
=x=x..
laupuo studying..cannot disturb..
but she angry me for coming home so late..
sry =x..
Exams week . . . . . .
should be studying. . but have been slacking!
oh no!! PEEE is the day after tmr and i noe no shyt!..

My DE paper gone =[.. 30 marks flew away..
dam my carelessness ..
dam myself for not writing in the answer booklet..
Well.. i guess its over!
cant believe that i'm the fool again! -.-

nvm... CMI de .. CAN MAKE IT.. lol!..
PEEE.. PEEE... PEEE..
lyk urine.. gotta work abit harder le..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ♥

What Can A Hug Do?

A hug is a wonderful gift to share,
A way to show each other that we care;
There is so much a hug is able to do,
When you feel those arms holding you.
A hug is a place to feel safe and warm,
A comfort for a sad heart that is torn;
An expression of the love in our heart,
For ones who we wish, never to be apart.
A hug is a greeting when we meet to say hello,
Or to say goodbye when we have to go;
It can hold us up when life gets us down,
And makes us smile, instead of frown.
A hug can be given for no reason at all,
And given to those, both big and small;
We're never too old to feel the joy it brings,
As it is one of life's most pleasing things.
And for all of this beauty, a hug is free!
It costs nothing, yet means so much to me;
We should all hug another to show we care,
For to feel a warm hug, nothing can compare.

♥

Twisted Innards (P. Hodgson)
In the darkness, he asks himself, "Did God make me this way? Did God do this to me? Did he make me do it?" And he looks down. Down at his hollowness. His twisted innards. And thinks, "This is me. This is me for life. I have to do it. So he has to lie there in the cold dark, amongst all those smells and the bent reflections, he has to lie there and be what he is. He has to accept. But it's different when he's doing it. When he answers. Justifies his utility. When he fulfils his purpose. When he is. His head spins and his arms rise. When he's tearing. Then it all makes sense. Then he has a purpose. Just before the wrenching. The heave. Like he was born to it. Like it was what was expected. He only needed God for the darkness. He never blamed you. He never once judged, or smiled with the smooth, patronising corner of his mouth. He left it all to God. Then it's God who's doing it. His creator. Our tearer. That's why he never gets to drink. God won't let him. God wants it all for himself.



Very interesting song lyrics. Describes how Helpless a Guy is But regardless what , he have to go on!

Saturday, August 11, 2007 ♥

Picture taken with my lau puo @ vivo city!

Me and Alvin ! at fc4?


haha..
exams is near the corner and i still play and play..
15 th aug - DE
20 th aug-PEEE
24 th aug- Maths
26 th aud- Lau Puo birthday!

Dunno wad to get for her ?! ..
hmmm...
i wonder..
i wonder....