today was the day my mother go for an operation...
in the morning i felt uneasy...
i was so afraid that something might happen...
before i went out of my home to sch, i prayed..
prayed that my mother would be fine no matter what...
and let the operation suceed...
for the whole day i felt worried...

being an unfilial son , i didnt went to see her off to the O.T...
and so...at 9 plus i called her..
gave her some encouragement ..
and ask her not to be afriad..
she said thankyou..
that thank you was warm...
i felt it ....

the op was suppose to be at 12 or 1... but it dragged...
she didn't went in until 300..
pushed into the Op.Theatre..
qued for abit..
and ard 3 plus 4 was her op..

i reached ard 4 plus..and waited outside anxiously ..
along wif ahma..
ah san...
laupuo...
and my sis...
my dad was told to go to work..
as there are ppl lyk us to take care of her and watch over her...
the moment i saw her pushed out,...i was relieved...and happy..

the op wasnt a GREAT sucess ..
the prof said that they will onli do a small cut ard the neck to remove an active gland..
but..it ended up wif a big cut...
doctor said it was normal..
but the cut was so long..
i felt the pain for her....
she was dizzy for long...
until ah san mother made her laugh...
she heard it..and giggled...

on and off..she goes...dozed dizzy..then awake....
i left at ard 8 plus..let her have some rest....

Thank god nothing happened...

Mother , I Love You...

Rest well... Get well soon. =]